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Blood-stained porcelain
Crying on my own again
I'm better now, I'm better now
Once lost, never found
Thank God my thoughts don't make a sound
Cause I'm better now

But the truth won't come from empty lungs
But lies will come from everyone
Can you hear me now?
I'm better now

Glass bones, paper skin
Just ghosts within
I'm fading out, I'm fading out
Bruises on white
This is the spotlight going down
I'm fading out

But the truth won't come from empty lungs
But lies will come from everyone
Can you hear me now?
I'm better now

That all the world is moving on
And everything I've got is gone
Can you hear me now?
I'm better now

Can you hear me, can you hear me
Can you hear me screaming?
Can you hear me, can you hear me
Can you hear me lying?

But the truth won't come from empty lungs
But lies will come from everyone
Can you hear me now?
I'm better now

That all the world is moving on
And everything I've got is gone
Can you hear me now?
I'm better now
Fare thee well, sweet sacred friend
Sweet sacred friend
Fare thee well, sweet sacred friend
Sweet sacred friend

Every night I'm running home so we can finally be alone
And I'll lock the door, no world no more
Oblivion's your middle name and every time I called you came
And you held me tight, and said goodnight

You tasted like home
But no-one could know

Fare thee well, sweet sacred friend
Who I hope to never see again
It was a blessing in the end
You tore the demons from my side
You had to fall to give me life
Sweet sacred friend
Sweet sacred friend

Couldn't live without your touch but when your love became too much
Then you made me fight, to the death or life
But in this war nobody won, I lost a friend the only one
Who could fill my skin, the void within

You taste like regret
But I've laid you to rest

Fare thee well, sweet sacred friend
Who I hope to never see again
It was a blessing in the end
You tore the demons from my side
You had to fall to give me life
Sweet sacred friend
Sweet sacred friend

I can hear you calling, oh you're calling out my name
I can hear you calling me again
I can hear you calling, oh you're calling out my name
I can hear you calling me again

Fare thee well, sweet sacred friend
Who I hope to never see again
It was a blessing in the end
You tore the demons from my side
You had to fall to give me life
Sweet sacred friend
Sweet sacred friend

Sweet sacred friend
Sweet sacred friend

Sweet sacred friend

Sun is rising, in the city
On a rooftop, feeling dizzy
Don't look down, cause you're ready now
Feelin' nervous but you can do this
This is a place with, no excuses
Don't back down, cause you're ready now

Cause you've got the pulse, pulse of the city
Flow through your veins, there's no more limit
Look to the sky this town has no ceiling
Don't back down

Welcome to the big wide world
It's bigger than you've ever heard
It's all you've ever wanted
So we should go get lost in the big wide world
The big wide world

Feel the glow of the street light
Let your hair down at midnight
Don't stop now, live life loud

Cause you've got the pulse, pulse of the city
Flow through your veins, there's no more limit
Look to the sky this town has no ceiling
Don't back down

Welcome to the big wide world
Wake up to the big wide world
Where everything is open
If you keep your mind from closing

Welcome to the big bad world
It's bigger than you've ever heard
It's all you've ever wanted
So we should go get lost in the big wide world
The big wide world
The big bad world

Cause you've got the pulse, pulse of the city
Flow through your veins, there's no more limit
Look to the sky this town has no ceiling
Don't back down

Welcome to the big wide world
Wake up to the big wide world
Where everything is open
If you keep your mind from closing

Welcome to the big bad world
It's bigger than you've ever heard
It's all you've ever wanted
So we should go get lost in the big wide world
The big wide world
The big bad world
We should go get lost in the big wide world
I heard it on the radio
In all the stories I've been told
In every phrase and every note
But I don't know

I see it in the stranger's eyes
As they share each other's lives
With roses and with lullabies
But I don't know

But I have never written a love song
And no-one knows where they come from
Until they come along
And sometimes, something saves you, or someone
Then you can write them a love song
A truly honest one
And maybe this is one

I got lost and couldn't find
The heart of me that beats inside
So I drew these compass lines
Now I'm alive

And I forgot the reasons why
Forgot the way two lovers lie
And Hold each other through the night
Now I'm alive

Cause I have never written a love song
And no-one knows where they come from
Until they come along
And sometimes, something saves you, or someone
Then you can write them a love song
A truly honest one

I hear the choirs and I feel the music
That's why I'm singing for you
I hear the choirs and I feel the music
That's why I'm singing for you


I hear the choirs and I feel the music
That's why I'm singing for you
I hear the choirs and I feel the music
That's why I'm singing for you

But I have never written a love song
And no-one knows where they come from
Until they come along
And sometimes, something saves you, or someone
Then you can write them a love song
A truly honest one
And maybe this is one

Oh Danny boy, I thought that we were friends
Oh Danny boy, you're drinking again

And I'm wearing the red dress, but I'm not asleep
And I never said yes, do you know what that means?
Oh Danny boy, I'm living here in silence

Cause it's our little secret
It's our little secret, it's our little secret
Under the sheet, I shouldn't keep
I'm not ready to speak

Oh Danny boy, the meadows are in bloom
Oh Danny boy, oh how I trusted you

Now there's blood on the roses, a broken bouquet
The flowers are dying, they shrivel in shame
Oh Danny boy, I couldn't tell the truth

Cause it's our little secret
It's our little secret, It's our little secret
Under the sheet, I shouldn't keep

But you can't see the bruises
And I'm the one who loses
I cannot speak your name
But I've started writing
These words that I've been fighting
So no-one has to say

That it's our little secret
It's our little secret, it's our little secret
Under the sheet, I will not keep
Cause I'm ready to speak
I've been laying wide awake
Watching every last mistake I've ever made
On a cinema screen in the back of my forehead
I've been praying for a change
Hoping I could press play on a different day
But we are the scene I can never stop watching

And I've been trying to get everything you said out of my head
I've been trying to move but all I want to do is forget
And I'm dying to turn it off
I've been trying with all that I've got

And I know you're no good for me
And I know, I know I should be moving on
Moving on, from this Hollywood dream
On my cinema screen

I believed in all your lies
I've been crying through the night, you never loved me
So why can I still taste you between my teeth?
I can feel you on my bones
And this pain just feels like home
Lights, camera action - I'm lying again

And I've been trying to get everything you said out of my Head
I've been trying to move but all I want to do is forget
And I'm dying to turn it off
I've been trying with all that I've got

And I know you're no good for me
And I know, I know I should be moving on
Moving on, from this Hollywood dream
Before you ruin me

And although, although it kills me
I should go, but it's not so easy moving on
Moving on, from this Hollywood dream

And I've been shrinking again, over-thinking again
Pushing me round the bend again
Tip-toeing over the edge, trying my best to pretend
That I am not losing myself

And I know you're no good for me
And I know, I know I should be moving on
Moving on, from this Hollywood dream
Before you ruin me

And although, although it kills me
I should go, but it's not so easy moving on
Moving on, from this Hollywood dream
On my cinema screen
I miss you more and more each day
I'd let you know but you're not around to say
I miss you like I miss my youth
But gone are those days too
You left me without a warning
You left me without a word
You left me now I'm mourning the goodbye I never heard

I'd still sleep with the lights on
But I don't sleep anymore
I'd still sleep with the lights on
But I don't sleep now you're gone

You're too young to be sad they say
You're too young to be so cold
You're too young to be sad they say
You're too young to be so old

The doctor says I'll feel no pain
Colours fade turning all my blues to grey
I miss you like I miss my home
But it's gone now that I'm grown
Now all that's left are the melodies
From a song I'll never play
So I bathe inside these memories
Before the numb takes them away

I'd still sleep with the lights on
But I don't sleep anymore
I'd still sleep with the lights on
But I don't sleep now you're gone

You're too young to be sad they say
You're too young to be so cold
You're too young to be sad they say
You're too young to be so old

You're so young, you're so young
You're so young to be so old
You're so young, you're so young
You're so young to be so old

You're too young to be sad they say
You're too young to be so old